I'm not entirely sure what I'd like to say in this post, so it will likely be another one of my rambling entries.
In the interest of not divulging too much vomit-inducing details of my love life, but staying with the idea that this blog will be a nice way for me to look back on my life as a twenty-three year old, I wanted to (finally, after a few months) post a photo, starring this guy. My guy.
It's been a rollarcoaster ride, to say the least; one of those proverbial on-again-off-again relationships, filled with fabulously blissful times and painfully shitty times. We've grown up together, grown apart and back together again. I was sure the last time we parted ways, it would be the end of this ride but alas here we are once more. It took me a long time to come around - understandably so, if I'm giving myself credit - and I'm so glad I did (and what a lovely feeling it is to be fought for). I find myself here again with this wonderful person that I love in an entirely new and beautiful capacity, one which I did not know existed, with him or with anyone, up until this point. It's been such a long journey and it's one that feels like it's finally just beginning. We may not know the endings to any of our stories, but I do know that this guy was my first love - and I hope he is my last.
In the interest of not divulging too much vomit-inducing details of my love life, but staying with the idea that this blog will be a nice way for me to look back on my life as a twenty-three year old, I wanted to (finally, after a few months) post a photo, starring this guy. My guy.
It's been a rollarcoaster ride, to say the least; one of those proverbial on-again-off-again relationships, filled with fabulously blissful times and painfully shitty times. We've grown up together, grown apart and back together again. I was sure the last time we parted ways, it would be the end of this ride but alas here we are once more. It took me a long time to come around - understandably so, if I'm giving myself credit - and I'm so glad I did (and what a lovely feeling it is to be fought for). I find myself here again with this wonderful person that I love in an entirely new and beautiful capacity, one which I did not know existed, with him or with anyone, up until this point. It's been such a long journey and it's one that feels like it's finally just beginning. We may not know the endings to any of our stories, but I do know that this guy was my first love - and I hope he is my last.
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